Tuesday, April 25, 2006

waaa... very long nobody post le wor.. wad happened?! come.. let the great h.y save the day!! :D cheers~~~

Suddenly I’m feelin philosophical again. Perhaps its due to the chain (n I rlly mean chain) of tv shows I’ve watched last Saturday.

Okie. Let’s start of with a jap anime that I caught on chan u. it was abt this pair of young bros returnin to their hometown aft some events. the show is abt equivalent trade. So its like they tot abt how life was when their deceased mum was still alive. N it brought back memories of my childhood. Sort of like made me realize that when we were young, we were pretty naïve. Sort of like I dunno. Like trust everyone around u and believed that the world was full of nice ppl n there was no evil ard. N perhaps there was less. Like terrorism. Who cared abt that in the 1990s? n I rmb I read a bk that said smt like when we were young, we used to smile at everyone (well, almost) and as we grow older, we smiled less. That’s cos we have lost trust in the surrounding. Kinda true isn’t it? N it made me think if I’ve lost parts n pieces of me in the process of growing up. But its kinda ironic. It’s exactly all the events that we’ve went thru in life that made us who we are today, rite? So its like.. I dunno. Kinda confused.

N I realized another thing. Like life is abt comparing n contrastin la.. I dun rlly noe how to put it in words. But its like.. er.. in our minds we all have a standard or rather definition of wad is good or wad is bad. So its like mayb I think murder is very bad and others may think that murder is just bad. Not very bad. Yah. Kinda like we’re comparing what’s happenin in life to the definition that we have in us. Sort of like. Only in the presence of good is evil more obvious kinda thing. N if there’s no existence of the earlier, how do we define the presence of the latter?

I wonder if u ppl would share the same tots. But I just felt this way all of a sudden… wa. So not the usual laugh-at-every-damn-thing me isn’t it? Well… hahah.. oh ya.. n me n diya has just finished out longgggg chat over the phone.. n we came to a conclusion.. that we both agree that uncle d n et1 looks damn (n we're serious) sweet tgt leh... (diya wans to add that its in the past.. well...) ooohhh.. it rlly is such a pity dat they didnt get tgt.. ='(

Ciao~
h.y.

if only i could turnback time.. 11:33 pm